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Wednesday, August 8th, 2007
1:23 pm	you make me wanna puke. well, the title for this is really accurate... i'm starting to hate band already. there's way too much drama. it kinda upsets me how dumb girls are with all of their stupid drama, like "oh i don't like that bitch and i'm going to kick her ass one day, but i'm too much of a pussy to do it because i like to act tough in my live journal." that's all live journal ever fucking is anymore, just emo bitch drama. i don't even know why i have one. oh right to tell people about what i do in every day life. i don't understand it... but whatever. i've never said anything in public about people that start drama, because i know when to fucking keep my mouth shut. if i opened my mouth about shit in front of other people i would've been in alot more fights than the none i've been in. and it's not because i'm a pussy, it's because i don't like conflict and i've never put myself in that position. and to anyone who cares, i don't always talk about people behind their backs. i talk about people who give me a reason to talk about them, unlike others that i just don't like for reasons i don't know yet. and i don't always talk shit on people either. which people often act like i do. and what i say to one of my best friends is none of anyone else's business, i don't know why you would have to listen to my conversations over the ones you're in. i guess i'm just alot more interesting than you are. if i've never said two words to somebody, where the fuck do they get the right to talk shit about me thinking they fucking know me. it doesn't work that way, just to let you know. and even if i don't like someone or can't fucking stand them, especially if they are on staff of something i wouldn't post them in an anything public with their name in it. that's just fucking dumb. because you can get in alot of deep shit for it. if i fucking have a problem with someone i think i'd tell them, instead of going home and posting a blog about it. fucking grow up. if you have shit to say to someone fucking say it to their face. i'm not saying any of this shit to be a bitch or hurt anyone, i'm saying it because i think alot of it is good advice to someone, with no names mentioned. if they didn't delete their livejournal this wouldv'e been a comment directly to her. i've only talked to her when i had to, and i'd like to keep it that way. in other news, jenn and i are hanging out today to go shopping and then get material for flagbags. and i'm getting the material for my yellow plaid pants.. if i can find the right colors. my idiot dog ripped open oatmeal packets and there's shit all over the floor. i should probably vaccuum it up. but i don't feel like it, at all. i have realllllyy bad cramps, but i can't take anything for them until i eat, but i'm not hungry becaue i feel sick. i hate being a girl sometimes. ♥ Current Mood: annoyed Current Music: thorns in roses[the exploding hearts] 3 Unicorns glimpsed the foreboding end.
Tuesday, July 31st, 2007
2:54 pm	your shadow. making clothes while naked is pretty ironic. my life is so boring. that's why i hardly ever post anything in here anymore... since nothing ever happens. i got moved to guard for marching band, if i didn't say that already in here. i do the same things all the time, go to band, chill with friends, and work. that's it. i'm going to warped tour. which is awesome since i haven't been to a show in foreverrrr. that's all that's new. ♥ Current Mood: sleepy Current Music: wagon wheel[against me!] glimpsed the foreboding end.
Tuesday, June 5th, 2007
4:45 pm	do they owe us a living? so my prom is over and done with. it was an amazing night. i wish my camera didn't die like early on in the night... i got not as many pictures as i wanted, but eh, whatever. i went to two this year. crazy, right? eh. whatever johnny is away on his senior trip this week, so i have time to do my research paper without interruptions, sorta... i'm gonna miss him so effin much... hah. there's a show i'm probably going to go to in philly tomorrow... drive thru and the r-tones. so whatev. i just need to get moneyyy. i need to reschedule my road test. i also need to get better at parallel parking. ♥ Current Mood: blah Current Music: road to joy[bright eyes] glimpsed the foreboding end.
Sunday, May 27th, 2007
7:32 pm	the days of the phoenix so i failed my road test. but i'm a pretty terrible driver anyway, so it's quite alright. parallel parking is pretty much the hardest thing to do when you can't see the curb. yesterday was our anniversary, so johnny and i went to the cape may zoo and then to ocean city. it was one of the nicest days i've ever had. we went out on the jetty in ocean city, and it was the prettiest thing ever, i think it was like the most romantic thing in the world. it made me extremely happy. after the shore, we just went back to his house and lied on his bed and watched tv. my parents got me a window fan so my room isn't a million degrees at night. i can sleep comfortably which is amazing since my room is like an oven if i don't have a fan going. i cleaned all day. not exciting. ♥ Current Music: in the orchard[tiger army] 1 Unicorn glimpsed the foreboding end.
Sunday, May 20th, 2007
10:27 pm	my head sounds like that. Mayain Commander: nothings better then a cr invented by hitler OBSCENEskittles: i know! OBSCENEskittles: what a guy... OBSCENEskittles: haha. Mayain Commander: always helping people out OBSCENEskittles: i know. OBSCENEskittles: look at the amount of population controll. OBSCENEskittles: *control OBSCENEskittles: it's actually a real pro to the halocaust. OBSCENEskittles: like dead serious, OBSCENEskittles: the world would be much more overpopulated. Mayain Commander: then it already is OBSCENEskittles: mmhmm. OBSCENEskittles: i mean, i don't agree with it, but it was a good thing. OBSCENEskittles: hitler really had an eye out for the future. Mayain Commander: he just wanted to purify the human race Mayain Commander: whats wrong ith that? OBSCENEskittles: i don't blame him. OBSCENEskittles: there's really nothing wrong with wanting to have a beautiful society. i haven't seen any caterpillars yet this year. it saddens me. ♥ Current Mood: sleepy Current Music: untitled[brand new] 1 Unicorn glimpsed the foreboding end.
12:53 pm	mighty good hands. my past few days in retrospect: the past week was pretty hectic, and very stressful. i never knew what a hassle prom could be. so i realized that i have to do a lot of things to make my prom less stressful... like cancel my hair appointment and get my shit together for the limo a few days in advance, just to make my life easier. monday was day of stress #1. i had to go to jazz band and then rush to work really quick. not fun. then tuesday way day of stress #2, jazz band, picking up my dress from being altered realizing that the straps were too long and sewed on wrong. then having to get the lady to fix it so i could pick it up the next day. then going to guard refresher rehersal/weapons clinic. after finding something to eat really fast and getting practice clothes on and getting there on time in rush hour. day of stress #3: spring concert day. after school, rush over to pick up my dress and make sure everything is ok. then i have to help my mom throw together a basket of shit for the concert. find something for dinner, grab my guard uniform, shower, find something to wear under the dressamajawn so i don't feel totally naked, grab my character shoes [which i forgot], and be ready in about an hour. we get to the school, and it's freaking pouring, i was soaked from running to the school from my car with an umbrella. i found a really long dress with no name in it, so i wore it with my flip-flops underneath since my parents don't know how to answer their phones. the performance was actually really good with exception to colorguard. after that i went home and crashed instead of going to the diner since it was like 10o'clock by the time i left the school and i was beat. thursday was much less stressful than the rest of the days, but still pretty stressful. after school, i went to coffee works to get my check, but there was nothing there so i just borrowed money from my dad to get my nails done. then i had to find a bag that mached my dress to carry my shit in, but i couldn't... so i just bought underwear and pantyhose... haha. i just played with my make-up and did like getting ready shit for the rest of the night. worst day of stress #5: prom day. i left school early to go get my hair done so that i could be done by 330, it took her forever, and i hated it. everyone said i looked gorgeous, but i really HATED my hair, i thought i was much too old-ladyesque for my taste, so i then had like 10 minutes to do make-up and put my dress on, which was much much too stressful for me to handle. i cried on the way home from getting my hair done. the prom itself was amazing, and i had a really good time. i'm glad johnny took me. yesterday... oh, yesterday. the best day ever. i went down the shore for the day, since my parents are super lame and wouldn't let me stay over... it was amazing to say the least. i left around 1230 and slept most of the way home. it was really good. i woke up feeling pretty burnt out, even though i didn't smoke. i'm still really sleepy, and i'm pretty bored. ♥ Current Mood: peaceful Current Music: too young to die[agent orange] glimpsed the foreboding end.
Friday, May 11th, 2007
4:04 pm	goodbye song. it's been a while. indoor guard is over. my life is basically back on boring mode. which doesn't bother me. outdoor is going to be way fun, even tho i'm maching sax and not doing guard. but we're a group 2 band, almost group 3, which makes me realize how far we've come since the incredibles. for indoor we placed 5th at wildwood, and got moved up a class. which is great for our 1st year. i wish i was doing guard for outdoor so i could be amazing for indoor... i really want to be on sabre line for indoor next season, since rifle scares me... i'm starting to get decent at sabre, i don't cringe EVERY time i catch it and i'm much less scared of it, as much as i'm killing my palms... i'll be pretty upset if i don't, since next year will be my senior season... i'm going to miss this when i go to college. i wish i got involved with this sooner, the whole marching band thing. hopefully i'm getting that hello kitty necklace for prom... ♥ Current Mood: geeky Current Music: get out of my way[subhumans] glimpsed the foreboding end.
Saturday, March 31st, 2007
12:09 am	fucking on the dance floor. i'm finally blonde again. ♥ Current Mood: sleepy Current Music: another like you[mishka] glimpsed the foreboding end.
Tuesday, March 27th, 2007
8:24 pm	love will tear us apart. the last week has been intense. i was incredibly busy with work, guard, and other band stuff and i still managed to go to 2 shows. i was doubting alot of things from tuesday to sunday... but sunday cleared things up a bit... saturday was our indoor home show. percussion moved up a class, colorguard is ranked 12th in their class. the end section looked like shitttt. i'm surprised we scored as high as we did. but the beginning pwned majorly. i worked wednesday, lame. rehersal thursday, i cried when i got home for various reasons. i think alot of things i said were uncalled for. i need to be more understanding. friday i went to johnny's show with kate and deb. kamii met up with us there. it was fun. i fell and fucked my knee up. it's bruised pretty bad, hurts to walk on, and has a lump. gross. saturday after the home show, i went to a ska show with kate nad deb. we bought cap guns and had the best time ever. sunday i worked and hung out with johnny. we went to ac moore. i bought cloth, tshirts, and a hello kitty sandwhich container. i don't know if it's microwave or dishwasher safe.. the care instructions are all in japanese. i can't read it. but anyway... we drove around for a while and picked steve and his girlfriend up. i was an hour late and didn't get in trouble. brilliant. i repierced my nose. i've been taking it out when i'm at home so i don't get in trouble. it works. hah. today i didn't have anything to do, so i hung out with johnny before he had to go to work to enjoy today's brilliance. we trash-picked wet floor signs. they're in his backseat. that's all for now. ♥ Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: just another day[oingo boingo] glimpsed the foreboding end.
Wednesday, March 14th, 2007
9:50 pm	i am fred astire. i love how my best friend tells me things. tonight wasn't that great... i sliced my finger up pretty bad at work, and it still really hurts... but i got to spend like 2 hours with johnny which made everything better. then i found out i have a fucking c in gym. how lame? i get dressed like every fucking day, so i got bitched at for like 5 minutes... and then i told my mom about my finger and she was like you know i shouldv'e taken you to the emergency room... i fear stiches so i'm pretty glad she didn't, not that there's any skin to stich there anyway. ♥ Current Mood: numb Current Music: punx unite[the casulties] glimpsed the foreboding end.
Sunday, March 11th, 2007
6:31 pm	dislocated. today was my one year anniversary at my job. blah. i spent it at my job. fitting. right? my camera died, so i have to wait a few for it to charge so i can load the rest of the footage for my lame project into my computer. ♥ Current Mood: complacent Current Music: organized confusion[the addicts] glimpsed the foreboding end.
Sunday, March 4th, 2007
9:12 pm	i'm glad there is you. the weekend was good, except for various parts of today and yesterday. friday was pretty sweet. johnny took me to see leftover crack. i had fun, even tho i felt like shit the first half of the show... it was still really good tho. today was lame. i worked. then went to kate's to do a lame english project. it's gonna be weird. that's all i can say as of now. ♥ Current Mood: calm Current Music: this song brought to you by a falling bomb[thursday] 1 Unicorn glimpsed the foreboding end.
Saturday, March 3rd, 2007
11:40 pm	your love. today's been one hell of a day. i got up for colorguard around 930, you know the normal saturday shit. i asked my mom where my dad was and she said he took my dog over to get her rabies vaccine at the youth center up the street... so like not even 2 minutes later the phone rings and my mom starts panicing, my dog got bit by another dog. so she has to go pick them up and take boo to the vet. i call amy to get a ride to guard, now panicing myself a lil bit. then my boss calls me to come in early, which i couldn't really say no, since it wasn't like i had plans and he wasn't going to stop bitching at me. then my mom called to say everything was ok and it was just her ear that was all cut up. guard was guard. my knees hurt blah. i went to work, you know the every saturday shit. it was busy as hell when i first got there. i did kitchen. johnny visited. rory and nicky came and visited too. it was pleasant. i got a hello kitty toothbrush yesterday. ♥ Current Music: the more you ignore me[the smiths] glimpsed the foreboding end.
Thursday, March 1st, 2007
10:07 pm	waiting for my rocket to come. 1. Where's your cell phone? desk 2. Your boyfriend/girlfriend/husband/wife? johnny.<3 3 Your Hair? softt. 4. Your mother?: sleeping. 6. Your favorite thing? there's too many. 7. Your dream last night? bizzare. 8. Your favorite drink?: water. 9. Your dream car? 85monte carlo. 10. The room you are in?: den. 11. Your ex?: andre. 12. Your fear? dying alone. 13. What do you want to be in 10 years? happy. 14. Who did you hang out with last night? myself. 16. Muffins? israli palistinian conflict muffin? 17. One of your wish list items. my weave. lmao. 19. The last thing you did? number 18. 20. What are you wearing?: pj pants. green hoodie. 21. Your TV? sony? 22. Your pet? boo. 23. Your computer? shittt. 24. Your life? at the moment, great. 25. Your mood? tired and sick. 27. What are you thinking about right now?: johnny.<3 28. Your car?: nonexistant. 29. Your work?: i love the people i work with. 30. Your summer?: past, full of great memories. future, i can't wait. 31. Your relationship status?: taken<3 32. Your favorite color: purple. 33. When is the last time you laughed?: like a half hour ago? 34. Last time you cried?: last night, i watched breakfast at tiffany's. i know i'm lame. 35. School?: boring. 36. Siblings?: none.. 37. Fav. Movie?: nightmare before christmas. 38. Way you wish to die?: peacefuly... 39. You hate what?: ignorance. 40. Guilty pleasure?: i have a few. 42. Number of peircing(s)?: 11? 43. Fav. Food?: sushi. 44. Ideas about the president?: umm, i'd rather not. 45. your house?: lame. 46. Your last arguement:? idk...probably about cutting school for johnny's birthday with my parents. 47. What are you doing:? this and listening to music. 48. Your current problem:? sick and bored. 49. Someone you miss a lot:? some boy.<3 50. Describe your self?: rediculous. in a good way. ♥ Current Mood: bored Current Music: secret smile[semisonic] glimpsed the foreboding end.
9:53 pm	miles away. sometimes you feel like people get what they deserve. then you feel bad. i wish people knew how to dress their age. if you are over 30, look like you have leather for skin, and put beer in cozies to go out in public, you should not dress like your in your 20s or your working a corner and then go to a coffee house. it's socially incorrect. no one wants to see that. you should also not dress like you're 40 and drive a minivan full of your children to soccer practice if you're 17. you should also not wear tight striped shirts if you're a lil bit plump, it just makes you look larger. and they also went out of style in the early 90s in the kids department. sorry if you were confused about that. i've also realized that my life is not exciting as i make it out to be. i hardly want to do anything anymore. is there something wrong with me? i mean what i want to do is exciting, but i feel like my life revolves around school, work and colorguard. i spend no time with my parents anymore. in a way i love it, but it makes them more annoying and overbearing when i see them. that may be the reason they're so controlling these days. they just don't want me to grow up and leave. in a way, i kinda don't either. kristen came back yesterday. ♥ Current Mood: mellow Current Music: self portrait[ellis paul] 4 Unicorns glimpsed the foreboding end.
Thursday, February 22nd, 2007
10:41 pm	idoless. i just realized how much i don't post on here and how i only check it when i'm bored. which isn't as often anymore. ♥ Current Mood: drained Current Music: xerocide[emanuel] glimpsed the foreboding end.
10:37 pm	first of the gang to die. this is where i want to live when i grow up. ♥ Current Mood: exhausted Current Music: signals over the air[thursday] glimpsed the foreboding end.
Thursday, February 15th, 2007
8:02 am	stir it up. sterling has off? this is a first. we never have off. i actually had a good valentine's day this year. ^.^ i got to spend like an hour with johnny before the had to go to work, which was nice. then i went to the diner with my parents and fell asleep around 7. i woke up at 7 this morning to find out we didn't have school. go knights. ♥ Current Mood: loved Current Music: ballroom blitz[sweet] glimpsed the foreboding end.
Monday, February 12th, 2007
10:03 pm	clarity. i got my phone in the mail today. i only have 25 numbers. how pathetic? ♥ Current Mood: content Current Music: bigger than my body[john mayer] glimpsed the foreboding end.
Sunday, February 11th, 2007
11:04 pm	sing me to sleep. this semester is going to be overwhelming. i can tell already. i have english first period, which isn't that bad, but it's going to be lots of work, which i'm kinda used to in english, so it probably won't bother me, mostly becasue i expect it. the only part is i don't sit near kate or megan, i'm supposed to sit behind kristen, but she's kinda been missing lately. this weekend was pretty good, beside the fact that i lost my phone. like it just disappeared. so i'm phoneless until either tomorrow afternoon or tuesday night. which sucks... alot. plus i won't have anyone's numbers, so i can't really call anyone or anything. so if you called me this weekend, and i didn't answer or my phone wasn't in service that's why. it's not because i hate you, it's because i don't have a phone anymore. ghey, yeh i know. i hung out at cait's like allll weekend, except for today, and when we went out for a little bit yesterday, where we got my prom dress and ran into tyler at the depford mall, that was pretty cool, since i haven't seen him in like a long time, i guess like 6 months maybe. that's all that really happened lately, so yeh...i'm done. ♥ Current Mood: content Current Music: poison in my veins[bayside] glimpsed the foreboding end.